My, my how this fairytale has changed.
when i was a little girl, i dreamed of one day having a huge wedding with the perfect prince charming. and im talking blonde hair, blue eyed prince charming, too. now, im far from that tale. i like the grungy, spiked haired, wild bad boys. ive changed from perfect little miss innocent, to lil boosie badass. i beleive it might have something to do with my mom dying when i was 8, but im not quite sure yet. lately, my world has revolved around sex, drugs, & music…the music, not so bad. the sex & drugs is what i would like to change. i remember when i was about 12, i wouldve never thought about having sex, or doing drugs as “fun”. (excluding ciggs.) but now it just seems like the perfect getaway from it all. ya know? i dont actually know why im blogging about it, but ever since the overdose i has on 10.23.09, it has just been hard for me to get this kinda stuff off my chest. not only is there a world of pain awaiting me outside my front door, but i dissapointed alot of people that day. my dad being one of them. my bestfriend, brittany, still blames herself for what happened. even though, she didnt put a gun to my head & tell me to take the pills. i did it myself, & im still trying to put the pieces back together. i should get some rest for now. goodnightttt.
April 6th, 2010 at 8:28 pm
hi….The trick is in what one emphasizes. We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same. to me you r strong,,, it t@kes @ strong person like u to write the w@y u feel,,,
July 31st, 2010 at 1:05 pm
al i can say is that BELIEVE IN OUR LORD JESUS WHO DIED FOR U AND LOVES U A LOT THAT IS WHY HE DIED FOR YOU AND ME FOR OUR SINS read bible you will get all the answers you are looking for in web sites email id new friends no one but bible can help u i swear god bless you and he have chosen you from the millions and trillions of peoples around the world for this message be brave god wants you good luck.
July 31st, 2010 at 1:05 pm
al i can say is that BELIEVE IN OUR LORD JESUS WHO DIED FOR U AND LOVES U A LOT THAT IS WHY HE DIED FOR YOU AND ME FOR OUR SINS read bible you will get all the answers you are looking for in web sites email id new friends no one but bible can help u i swear god bless you and he have chosen you from the millions and trillions of peoples around the world for this message be brave god wants you good luck.
August 16th, 2010 at 11:36 pm
it’s all because you are an Aquarian woman
August 16th, 2010 at 11:37 pm
maybe!